October 9th, 2006 my mom and best friend passed away. It was the most devastated day of my life and it was really hard for me to accept for a long time. This time of year is very hard for me. I try not to remember her passing and how hard it was on me and my brothers, but to remember the good times i had with her. She was an amazing woman who was always there for me. Given, she had some struggles in life, as we all do, but that did not define who she was as a Mom. She always tried to give us everything we wanted or needed. She was the only person I could talk to about anything and everything! She was always willing to listen and gave me such great advice. I miss her so much and wish she could be here to see Brynlee grow. I know she is always with me and watching down on us. I just sometimes wish I could talk to her one last time, give her kiss and tell her how much i love her. I didn't get to have that closure before she passed away. But I know she knew how much we loved her. I can't wait till the day i get to see her again and give her the biggest hug and never let go! I know she has guided me and helped me become the person I am today. I love you and miss you soooooooo much!!!!
Very sweet post. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this, wow... but you are doin great!! I'm sure Brynlee will know her grandma through being with you ;)
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