Summer Fever

So it's about 5:00 a.m. and i just can not sleep!! I have been thinking way to much. I have a presentation to give which i can't get out of my mind and i keep thinking about summer and what we have planned. I am so eager for the warm to come and cold to get lost! We are constantly stuck inside and im wanting out! I can't wait for the summer to be able to take a walk out side, go to the park, take Brynlee swimming and have many BBQ's! I also can't wait to get out of Cedar City for a while and see our family and friends. Though i like it here for now, i can't wait to move by the people we love and who love us! I have made some friends here but non who really understand and get me and what i have been through. However, i am grateful for those who have let us in as friends and made us feel welcome. We just booked a trip to Omaha to see Jimmy, Chelsey and Bree. It's going to be so fun but i can't help but wonder how our flight will go now that we have Brynlee. Its going to be an adventure but im ready to take it on! I wont be attending school this summer so i am taking that time to make Brynlee a baby book. My mom made me one and i love it! It's so fun to look back at all the pictures! I am also considering deleting my facebook. My sis in-law Maddie did it this year and i thought she was crazy!! I loved seeing her pics as well as her thoughts but now i am understanding why she did it. I find myself on that site approx. 6 times a day and it makes me sick. I think about all the things i could be doing with my time. Instead of surfing the web a few times a day, i need to spend that time with Bynlee. Im not sure that i will delete it cause it is a way of connecting, i just need to give it a break for a while. Well there are a few of my thoughts. Now maybe i can turn my brain off and go back to sleep!!